I wonder if it's because I hardly sleep nowadays. I suppose I should be gettin somemore, but I just don't get tired as easily anymore. Anyway, i'm doing a lot better now, I don't feel so hurt anymore. It's probably because I'm focused on other things. My dancing, my schoolwork, my family, AND BEING 18! Lots of people I know aren't taking advantage of being 18. Geeze guys, you really oughta!